if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, September 05, 2011

What's my name?

Airissa Pak
Aireesya
Aireesa
Ayrissa - this one still looks the best; a lil' like Malay name, a lil' like English name.


They are all a twist of the name "Arissa", which means:
'Most useful, most excellent' or 'the best' in Greek, and
'Bright' in Muslim/Urdu
If you remove the 'sa' at the end of the Ayrissa, it becomes Ayris, pronounced as ai-ris, as in Iris.

Get it? Sy and I thought them up last night! Haha.

This doesn't necessarily means I'm going to change my name. No. I know it is not mandatory to change name. Initially, I was just looking for a Malay name for Sy's relative to address me with. But, if the religious department allows me to just add Ayrissa in front of my Chinese name, I'll do that. If they insist that I have to have 'binti Abdullah' also, then no thank you; I'm sticking with my original Chinese name. I accept that we are God's children, which is a fact that nearly everybody knows so I don't really have to advertise that; but how many of you really know whose daughter I was born to, huh? I'm (potentially) changing religion, not culture or race or erasing my entire existence in the past 25 years.

It's so sad that people are not automatically born with common sense. It's even sadder that these are the same people who rule over us.

fate was flirting ... at 6:07 PM
& tumbled down on 0 identities

` waiting to fly


    let's release the butterflies
    so they may fly
    and be united with
    their lovers
    honey i am here
    waiting to fly away
    with you

`like a bird

`far & away


`till im home

    picket-fenced house // a camera
    a notebook // a home theatre
    a puppy // a slim body
    silky hair // pain-free joints
    beanie cushion // beanie toys
    dumbbells // universal medical care
    environmental-friendly car
    Hogwarts's Room of Requirement
    beauty // brawn // brain